“Jesus answered, He it is, to whom I shall give a sop, when I have dipped it. And when he had dipped the sop, he gave it to Judas Iscariot, the son of Simon.” – John 13:26
The word “sop” means a crumb or morsel (I say that for clarity sake), but the word in this passage that the Lord specifically directed me to this morning is “dipped”. In the original Greek the word used here was “bapto”, meaning to wholly cover in liquid. This immediately brings our mind to the word “baptism”. However, the word “bapto” is never used in reference to being baptized in Jesus. Why?
When referencing baptism in Jesus (such as Acts 2:38) a different word was always use, the word “baptizo” which has a very different meaning then that of “bapto”. You see “baptizo” means to be submerged, to abide in the submerging and become saturated by it, to completely absorb and be changed by that which the item is submerged in. To have as much of it in the item as the item is in it so that the item is carrying the substance and the substance is carrying the item. This takes continual abiding in that which it is submerged (Jesus) and not just a one time dipping like Judas’s bread.
The common analogy to explain the difference between the two is in the process of making pickles. When making pickles you dip (bapto) the cucumber into hot water. You put them in but then take them back out. Then you submerge (baptizo) them in brine (a salty vinegar solution) and leave them their. They absorb and are changed and preserved by what they are submerged in and become pickles. They are not just dipped and unchanged, they are in the brine and the brine is in them. They abide in the brine and the brine abides in them.
“Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me. I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing. If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned. If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you. Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples. As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love. If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments, and abide in his love.” – John 15:4-10
“Well; because of unbelief they were broken off, and thou standest by faith. Be not highminded, but fear: For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee. Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue (abide) in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off.” – Romans 11:20-22
You see true baptism is not about water, (though we do that symbolically to make a public proclamation of our faith) it’s really about becoming completely immersed in Jesus Himself. It’s about diving into His presence and abiding their day after day until you become so saturated by it that it changes you into a carrier of it. Jesus died so that you could come boldly before the thrown of grace and abide their in God’s presence until His presence saturates you and abides in you! But it takes a continual abiding or else you will begin to dry up! If you inter into Jesus’s love, blood, presence, fellowship, relationship, then cease to daily abide in that presence for anything, then you are “bapto”, dipped like Judas’s bread. You went in and came out. When you inter the presence of God, through the blood of God, and come into relationship with God, and then cease to abide in it, you are actually betraying His heart just like Judas.
“If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.” – Hebrews 6:6
While still pretending to be Christ’s disciple while having sold out to sin and come into agreement with hell, he betrays Jesus with a kiss. How many today claiming to belong to Christ, while being in agreement with hell, are betraying Him with their heart, thoughts, and actions while kissing Him in public so others want see what everyone already knows and in doing so put Christ to an open shame?
“Of how much sorer punishment, suppose ye, shall he be thought worthy, who hath trodden under foot the Son of God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, wherewith this person was sanctified, an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace?” – Hebrews 10:29
If you’re not becoming more saturated and changed by the presence of His Holy Spirit every single day, then you are not abiding, you are betraying. If you are not growing, you’re dying. If you’re not praying, you’re straying. If you look back to remember a time of deep intimacy with Christ instead of looking forward with anticipation to the next encounter, then you’ve already given it up and settled for a memory rather then a relationship.
Abiding in love is a present tense consisting, not a past tense reminiscence. It’s time to repent, return to your first love, lay every other love, distraction, ambition, and agreement with hell aside, and abide. It’s time to be baptized in Jesus, completely immersed, soaked, saturated in His present presence, and stay there!
Anything that calls you, draws you, or pulls you away from that is 30 pieces of silver. Don’t trade your relationship with Jesus for it, cause you can’t have both. You might still kiss Him in front of others but your heart has betrayed Him and He knows it. That’s why He’s not kissing you back. Jesus is real! He is a real person with a real personality and real presence that wants a real relationship. Stop breaking His Heart. It’s time to decide that your going all in and staying in no matter the cost required and you’re not backing down or getting out, no matter the price offered. Though all the world hate me, Jesus I will love You. I’m all in.
“I know thy works, and thy labour, and thy patience, and how thou canst not bear them which are evil: and thou hast tried them which say they are apostles, and are not, and hast found them liars: And hast borne, and hast patience, and for my name’s sake hast laboured, and hast not fainted. Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent.” – Revelation 2:2-5